Can't think of a title but here goes my post.

I couldn't find my camera I know it is somewhere here in our house.But since we are moving everything is so chaotic. So for now there won't be any recent pictures of my little man. Anyway, things are looking pretty good.We are going to be moving to Utah. If you asked us few months ago about where we would want to move our answer is Arizona or Vegas somewhere warm. Then a couple of months ago when Nate is desperately applying for jobs our answer to the question is "where ever the job is." Today I want to celebrate and shout for joy.Nate had his second interview and it lasted for at least 2 hours.And even though he didn't get the official "Yes,you are hired" things are looking pretty good. We'll see on April 13 if we can officially celebrate. Keeps your fingers cross,while us on the other hand will keep on praying. I know that the Lord knows us very well. In this critical time of moving,and finding job as well as looking for a place to settle I feel like we are on a limbo. Everything in every corner seems to be so hard and so overwhelming.But Nate and I really feel that the Lord is guiding us through all this process. And I couldn't be anymore grateful.

Anyway, things are better these days. The last couple of days there are seem to be little things that is adding to our stress level, like when our car all of a sudden had problems.But we were able to figured it out and the car is back to normal again, so I guess we don't really have to worry about it anymore. Darren for some reason has gotten bitten by either misquotes or some kind of insect which cause part of his legs to swell up really bad and it looks so ugly.I feel really bad for my little guy. And I was panicking and really worried about it.But finally after the doctor's appointment this morning we were able to figure things out and he was given some amoxicillin cream and steroid cream for his swelling. And I can finally breath again. I guess it is in our nature as a mother to sometimes be overly paranoid over things like this. But it is my job to make sure that this little baby of mine is always well taken care of. He is a trooper though and very good through it all.He doesn't seem to mind the swelling and though the itchiness makes him kind of irritated,he is still so sweet and would give the sweetest smile that would just melt my heart.

And Nate oh bless his heart.I love him.He has a lot on his plate, and yet he is still there for me and Darren boy. The last couple of days I feel like my attitude over things are being tested. I tend to get easily annoyed over little things. Maybe due to PMS plus the stress of moving. But Nate is still good through it all. He loves me so much and I am so very grateful to him.He is my best friend. He had seen me on my ugliest and still gives me all of him and loves me unconditionally.

Anyway, I need to start doing something else.Baby boy will be waking up from his nap pretty soon.

THE END!